I am so tiyud.

Finally back at school. I love my classes but work is still running my life, and I'm not sure how much more I can take not having a single day to myself and my own plans. I have a love/hate affair with Philz Coffee. On some days I look like this:



But most days I look like this:




I'm lucky that if this job ends and I am forced to focus solely on school again for a while, my parents will have my back. I think I'm just in such a rush to be independent and earning my own way that I don't realize my limits until I go way past them.

Pros:
-free coffee/tea/whatever we serve there
-paychecks
-general skills being learned for future jobs

Cons:
-limited time with people i really care about
-everything is strictly structured
-tired all the time
-achy all the time
-never getting enough sleep
-probably detracting from school

I guess I have sort of an ultimatum...if I don't get my shifts lowered to at most 4 days per week, I'm going to quit, no questions asked. This probably isn't worth blogging about, but I just needed to get it out, because it's 2:30 in the morning and I'm cranky about this subject. I'm going to shoot myself in the morning.